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I think I have a muse, I have never been so inspired to just MAKE as i have these last few months. hell i even took digital photos for FUN yesterday, what is wrong with me I hate digital, I was beginning to hate photography, “it is all so done now” is what my mind set was, “whats the point”. recently I’ve been show the point is to enjoy memory lapses in time that become yours forever frozen. Fuck the point its for fun its about enjoying life and what I and screw everyone else its all for me. I don’t have to have some master explanation for why I took a photo and how it represents the dark caves in my life left unexplored and forgotten. From now on its “because i wanted to remember it or create.”

It had been so long that the camera felt odd in my hands, I don’t want to ever get that way again, my cameras all have names and hold places in my heart like friends, it shouldn’t feel like a high school reunion when we meet again, i’m starting up again and i’m excited. 

Art school made me learn so much, and also hate photographs. I’m glad this is changing.